Sunday, November 19, 2006

sentosa trip tomorrow.
hd treat with MD on tues.
fs on wed and thurs.

poor hf who has a viral infection .
really hope her paper will be fine tomorrow.

anw, on a happier note, im so glad
that my life's back to normal .
i really shld leave things to God.
Mum was just saying about my rusty blades yesterday which
brings me back to fs now.
yep, i have this zeal now!!!!!!!!
its been a long while of escaping from reality.
but now i have come to terms with many things.
there's just so many thngs to look forward to in life.
really so much more than just being pained over friendships.
so im never gg to let my heart be a bagful of tears anymore.
i will be happier.
i will.
on shopping, 17th was the longest shopping trip of my life.
today was another hunt for the shoes.
anw, i guess prom's really the people, not the dress.
gen was talking abt the fun we are going to have on prom night.
the midnight movie, the pillow fights and everything.
on saying that i havent booked the movie tickets.
never mind. my dad just reminded us not to spill alcoholic drinks
on the carpet in the hotel room and not to get drunk.
hahah. he thinks too much.
i have just finished all the farewell letters to be given on prom.
but i couldnt write a proper letter in the end to some, and ended up tearing them.
they were just not right./

replies:
J: sorry. again. i will never stop saying sorry.dont worry too much, i will eat even if i dont feel like it, ok? please never be upset no matter what happens because i will pull through this. i will try my best.

hf: thank you for that day. i know I should forgive. sorry if i did ever put you in a difficult spot. I dont mean for it too. get well soon if not i will buy you mbcr too. :)

MD: sorry abt the treat you were telling me abt and i couldnt go. perhaps i will try to get better by tues for hd ice-cream. sorry.

someone told her she was lost yesterday.
she said she was no longer that happy amanda in sec 2.
everyone keeps telling her to eat more.
she know it pains pam to see her like that.she said she didnt know what had happened and why she stopped eating as much altogether.
she just didnt feel like it.
but she will be fine.
perhaps moods do affect diets.