Wednesday, September 20, 2006
gosh.i have never been so helpless in my entire life.
my head was spinning so badly even before.
i tell u the 15 mins was a torment.
prayed so hard for everything to be fine.
because i had no one else to turn to.
the cramps was rather bad.
but the paper turned out fine.
much better than i had expected. Thank God.
but where were u.did i do anything wrong again?
really. what is wrong?
whats with that cold hard glare?
u know, i felt so torn apart.
why did u have to do this?
what in the world are u thinking abt?
i realize i dont understand u at all. i really dont.
i can go away if u think i am such an eyesore to you.
really.
anw,the trip home was plain funny.
i guess this is the first time i have ever spoken more than 10 words to lynette.
kept laughing abt prom, heels...
and how'backward ' am i to not ask ppl to go out but wait for ppl to ask.
i realize this is the 21st century.
she says i should just care less abt losing face.
thank you for the talk.
it was pleasant.
look forward to talking to you more.:)
J:
thanks for the trip today.sorry for pulling you out last minute. i just had to talk to someone.
or i will go mad. thank u for crapping so much in the changing room beside mine. and the 24 rounds of going in and out with the freaking gowns were nonetheless tiring. thank you. i had a lot of fun.
i saw my mother's face again. that look on her face reminds me of something.
WHERE IS THE ICE?????????????? i completely forgotten abt it. thanks a lot. i only wanted to go out.
' why do you have so much time to go out? where do u think u have to go to?'
.................................fuji again. and again...............................
on a happier note,
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN RISIS!
thank you for all the times, for the love, laughter.
though we always squabble, but thank you for laughing with me. i hope u like the card but i know i seem so flippant.
pls forgive my callousness. i will make a better one next time.please always not be so rebellious and a non-conformist. you are so sickening sometimes.but i dont know why i still love ur company.
Marina south gathering on? pls call me when u see this.
enjoy your day:)
amandy thought hard on 9:24 PM.
