Monday, February 20, 2006

I have decided to move on.
i have always been stagnent, wishy-washy.
spoon-fed.
that was me.
i dont want to be all that anymore.
He speaks to me every now and then.
But that can the tears be washed away?
I just know that nothing lasts forever.
Only His unconditional love.
I am not standing alone anymore.
Watchingtorino at 2 am can be such an exhilarating thing.
I have got to see things at a wider angle.

I dont want to yearn for anyone to care anymore.
its tiring.
im afraid it shatters into pieces when im only beginning
to pick the pieces up. i really dont know how to care. tell me.


amandy thought hard on 12:31 AM.