Thursday, March 08, 2007
the magic 3 words

today,
i was very touched because a good friend of mine
told me something that made my day.
thank you.

I see so many appeal forms in the office,
so many opting out,
so many , undecided.
Just when people who dont want to get in do get in
but people who really want to, have to be left out.
I was really disappointed to hear it from someone else.
I pieced every single thing you told me in the past.
your actions, words, sincerity.
Then i realize that i actually dont know anything about this friend.

But this friend should know something right now.
I am wishing her all the best, just like the way i tell my other friends.
This friend is no longer special.
This friend caused herself to fade.
She is just like the world.
And I say,
all the best then.

Studies is still manageable.
I guess God gives me strength everyday.
What I do lay down
comes true in a significant way.
The interviews, the reports and essays were so painful, yet I could
not only pass but triumph.
Because of someone so amazing and beautiful.
These days i have been very trouble over making choices.
But i see things clearer noe.

Orientation today was fine.
I guess school's fine too.
Class outing on sat.
I am really hoping it works this time
because I flopped it the other time.
I guess everyone was disappointed/
I am happy that there are still certain people who are very cooperative in class.

HF: I dont blame you for your decision at all. Whatever you want, I will support you because i really hope you will be in a school where you will truly be happy.

MD: Cheer up, im here.
You are still extraordinary in all your ways.
Please dont worry so much :)

Jess: i only want to say: Walk with Him.
Its the greatest prize, not the worldly gains.

Rach: Im glad that you have made a choice that u are happy with. I will visit you in your sch some day! we will visit the 6 eating places in your school, im sure:)

Goodnight .