Tuesday, February 06, 2007

this week has been a roller-coaster.
i have just finished this pre Unisem thing when the deadline's
tomorrow.
I thank Him again.

For battling swimming p.e with a fever.
For the words that He spoke to me.
For recovering from a chronic cough
despite mass p.e and swimming.
For letting me not only survive school,
but live and enjoy it.
People always say that there's some culture here,
well, first hand immersion was frightening .
It was like entering a deep dark tunnel without even knowing whether
there would be a spark, much lest a beacon of light.
Sometimes, this is the kind of insecurities I have been getting,
but I am over them now.
I used to have so many of them,
each one surged through,
leaving me in a flurry of emotions.
Who is ever real here, you ask me.
I have no answer.
If it were so easy to give you an answer, I would have
found it.
But I havent.
I still know what and how He wants me to treat them.
Without malice,
nor hypocrisy.
Just simple love.
pure .
that's the beauty that made this heart adore Him.
Its simply doing everything and anything, even if it means denying yourself.
Would you want to do that for Him?