Saturday, November 25, 2006

PROM PICTURES under ' leaving' section.
( scroll down)

the pics are rather blur. sorry for this.

shall update abt Prom , fully explained in words another day.
goodnight.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

the best picture i have ever taken








PAM:)




















amanda club +gen

4 hrs compensated
because of mad occupying the entire bed and yj's snoring.
woke up thrice in the night
because yj kept grinding her teeth!
sumin and sam still pulled us up at 8 45.
she threathened me again saying that she would call _______
if i dont wake up.
so hilarious! i dont even care anymore.
talking to sam,arfah and sy upstairs was revitalizing.
then b's idea to finish up the coke and noodles at 12 45p.m.
yj's hostel stories were amusing.
we only talked until 2.30, however ,
im still angry with mad for saying abt the class pos
stuff.
yj screamed at us for talking about results.
she's cranky when she sleeps
trust me, mad flips and tosses more than 6 times in an hour.
i almost suffocated under yj's squeezing .
so in the end, i slept at their stinky feet.
gosh, and its hf fault.
because i was really contemplating to leave.
then she had to go: stay, stay,stay.
horrendous woman who laughed just because i dropped the paper bag
while falling asleep on the mrt railing.
her laughter just 'blatantly' added on to the embarrassment.
hf, the glares were enough!
never mind, i hope you will keep to your promise what u will do on that day,
because this is the last favour im asking of you.

so now, off to PAE.
things to do before grad night: settle PAE, call mad,gen about salon and mv tickets.
maybe to pick daddy from the airport, then arrange hotel stuff, pack the farewell letters in, confirm where to meet and check-in................
i dont knw if the midnight movie is still on.
on saying,
its pam's liberation day tomorrow!
a whole 2 months of agony is finally ending for her.
Happy post A's my dear.
and that means i have to go out with her.
i havent even stopped gg out the day Os ended.
never mind, im willing to do anything for her
because she's to me, the most beautiful person i have ever met.

goodnight.
please take care,
amanda

Sunday, November 19, 2006

sentosa trip tomorrow.
hd treat with MD on tues.
fs on wed and thurs.

poor hf who has a viral infection .
really hope her paper will be fine tomorrow.

anw, on a happier note, im so glad
that my life's back to normal .
i really shld leave things to God.
Mum was just saying about my rusty blades yesterday which
brings me back to fs now.
yep, i have this zeal now!!!!!!!!
its been a long while of escaping from reality.
but now i have come to terms with many things.
there's just so many thngs to look forward to in life.
really so much more than just being pained over friendships.
so im never gg to let my heart be a bagful of tears anymore.
i will be happier.
i will.
on shopping, 17th was the longest shopping trip of my life.
today was another hunt for the shoes.
anw, i guess prom's really the people, not the dress.
gen was talking abt the fun we are going to have on prom night.
the midnight movie, the pillow fights and everything.
on saying that i havent booked the movie tickets.
never mind. my dad just reminded us not to spill alcoholic drinks
on the carpet in the hotel room and not to get drunk.
hahah. he thinks too much.
i have just finished all the farewell letters to be given on prom.
but i couldnt write a proper letter in the end to some, and ended up tearing them.
they were just not right./

replies:
J: sorry. again. i will never stop saying sorry.dont worry too much, i will eat even if i dont feel like it, ok? please never be upset no matter what happens because i will pull through this. i will try my best.

hf: thank you for that day. i know I should forgive. sorry if i did ever put you in a difficult spot. I dont mean for it too. get well soon if not i will buy you mbcr too. :)

MD: sorry abt the treat you were telling me abt and i couldnt go. perhaps i will try to get better by tues for hd ice-cream. sorry.

someone told her she was lost yesterday.
she said she was no longer that happy amanda in sec 2.
everyone keeps telling her to eat more.
she know it pains pam to see her like that.she said she didnt know what had happened and why she stopped eating as much altogether.
she just didnt feel like it.
but she will be fine.
perhaps moods do affect diets.